"I tell you the truth, whatever you did for the least of these you did for me." Matthew 25: 40.
"I believe in a movement, 'feminism,' that doesn't believe in me." - Professor Black Woman
Today in church, my pastor based his sermon on the parable of the sheep and the goats, in which Jesus, on Judgment Day, separated the righteous from the unrighteous, based on their actions on earth. Those of you who are
churchgoing or remember your Sunday School lessons may recognize the story: the one where He says, "For I was hungry and you fed me, I was thirsty and you gave me drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, I was sick and you took care of me, I was in prison and you visited me."
This is definitely one of my favorite parables (alongside the Parable of the Sower, which I cherish because of its liberation pedagogy message that I can easily apply to my teaching). The Parable of the Sheep and Goats offers a simple message of giving when there is a need, to take notice of God when She makes Her presence known (and She does so through the "least of these").
My pastor built on this parable by offering an anecdote, one which I've also heard preached elsewhere. The story goes that a preacher, upon reaching the pearly gates of Heaven, awaits entrance by the gatekeeper who looks up his name in the Book of Life, but the gatekeeper has a hard time finding the preacher's name in it. The gatekeeper asks the preacher to explain what he has done on earth so that maybe he could locate him based on his duties. The preacher responds, "Well, I preached over 3,000 sermons while I was alive."
The gatekeeper: "Well, no, I don't see any record of that. Is there anything else that you might have done to warrant your entrance into heaven?"
The preacher (thinking over what else he might have done): "Well, I've built over 75 churches throughout the world."
The gatekeeper (searching through the book, shakes his head): "No, I don't see any record of that either."
The preacher finally realizes that maybe he wasn't meant to get into heaven after all and slowly and forlornly turns around and heads in the other direction of eternity. Then, the gatekeeper calls out to him.
"Wait a minute, sir!," he says.
The preacher stops and looks back.
"I see here that while you were on earth, not a day went by when you didn't feed the sparrows!"
The preachers thinks about this. "Well, yes I did. But, what does that have to do with anything?"
The gatekeeper smiles. "Come on in, my friend! The Master of the sparrows wants to meet you!"
Maybe you've heard this anecdote too, but it immediately brought to mind a recent post by
Professor Black Woman, who comprised a list of things she is ashamed of and things she's been made to be ashamed of (there is a difference!). One of those things that she is ashamed of is reflected in the above epigraph. In perhaps one of her most eloquently written posts (if not her best post to date),
PBW rightly calls out another feminist blogger (Beeyotch PhD) for complaining about being "poor" when her income (or husband's income to be precise) and lifestyle precludes her from the ranks of the impoverished. Yet, when others remind
Beeyotch PhD that her wealth and real poverty are not interchangeable, she immediately creates a defensive post about why it sucks when others want her to feel "ashamed" about her comfortable middle-class status.
I believe this is the crux of the problem and the impediment to social justice movements (and feminist movement in particular) advancing forward. Our complete disregard for the "least of these," our failure to recognize their humanity, let alone their divinity, and subsequently our refusal to recognize how our fates with the "least of these" (the poor, the homeless, the disenfranchised, the incarcerated, the undocumented, the queer, the disabled, the refugee, the elderly and dying, etc.) are inextricably linked. Something about the entitlement embedded in the middle-class "complaint" and "shame" of
Beeyotch PhD also preclude us from hearing the intervention of divine wisdom and human ethics. "Shame" is a beautiful thing because it means that we still have a sense of decency and a sense that we have failed in some way. Most importantly, shame lets us know that we can and should do better.
Who can forget the national shame of seeing what our government (local, state, and federal) had failed to do when they disregarded the "least of these" in the wake of Hurricane Katrina on the gulf coast? Who can ignore that, when one immediately creates a defense against shame, that our ability to do what is right and what is just is halted? There is no moving forward if we have no shame. Shame doesn't create immobility. Entitlement does.
So, what does this have to do with feminism and my connections between the Parable of the Sheep and Goats and
PBW's belief in a movement that doesn't believe in her and other women like me? These stories are basically about exclusion and the struggle to see inclusion as one of righteousness rather than political correctness. The U.S. women's movement has been notorious in the way that its theories and practices are designed to advance the rights of middle and upper-class white heterosexual, able-bodied women while subsequently ignoring the "least of these." It's why we continue to take one step forward and ten steps backwards, when an elite class of women who've designed feminism to reflect their concerns relegate the rest of us to the periphery, thus demonstrating that they have no interests in social revolution. They just want equal rule with the white
heteropatriarchs and the rest of the world be damned.
Beeyotch PhD might be annoyed that
PBW made her feel "ashamed" that her middle-class gripes don't
supersede the pressing concerns of the truly impoverished in this nation and elsewhere. But, unfortunately, she and so many others think they are the center of the universe and, thus, appropriately centered in every discourse - be it economic, political, popular culture, etc. - while never feeling real "shame" that others who suffer the most from sexism because of its dangerous collision at the intersections of racism,
classism, imperialism,
ableism, and heterosexism are still silenced in the discourse of the subaltern.
While
PBW lists the many shames that she has been made to feel by privileged academics, especially those calling ourselves "feminists," I could attest to having similar feelings, although one "shame" that I've been made to feel as an academic feminist is one borne out of thinking that, if I espouse religious beliefs, I can't be radical and revolutionary in my worldview. There are colleagues of mine who simply cannot fathom how one can believe in God while advancing women's equality and liberation or, worse, being an "intelligent" and "rational" human being.
Of course, I wonder, when pondering the quote - "I believe in a movement, 'feminism,' that doesn't believe in me" - if God could say the same thing: "I believe in a life force, 'humanity,' that doesn't believe in me."
Some very dispassionate deists might respond by saying that the Universe is far too expansive and infinite that, if there is a Creator behind it, it's unlikely that S/he would care about us on the periphery of a periphery of a periphery of a vast universe.
Being a Christian feminist means that I care about peripheries and those in the margins. That God isn't just the dark matter comprising vast deepness of unknown worlds but also the complex molecules making up all that is matter and all that matters.
Recognizing the "least of these" is recognizing the divine made manifest. On the most materialist of levels, it's the recognition of their value and their connections to us. It's an important lesson that I must constantly struggle to see, especially when living in a culture that tells me that I'm the center of my own universe - divorced from everything and everyone else - that my individual goals and needs
supersede everything else, and that feminism is about whether or not I can climb the social and economic ladder without letting my ovaries get in the way and
not about getting rid of those ladders in the first place if we want to reconstitute the greater living commons that is this planet, a precious entity (versus commodity) on the periphery of the vast universe.
If it's possible that God can determine that all the
PhDs, salary raises, published books, expensive homes, trips, and latest car and computer models that I've obtained (including the amount of church tithes, offerings, and charity donations made) don't register in Her book of life as important, it's time to rethink what I hold dear.
Perhaps it's time for feminists to start asking when was the last time we've made the hunger of women and their children (let alone the sparrows!) a priority. Now, if I start spreading this idea to my students in my Women's Studies classes (parable-of-the-sower style), I wonder how many would rethink the goals of the movement. Or, would they simply say, "What does this have to do with feminism? I'm here to talk about my ovaries and my vagina! The woman who struggles to find clean water or who can't feed her children has nothing to do with me."
Let's hope there is still good soil for sowing.